Foxing

Gzzzz!!! Looks like you had plenty of supps left too :))

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For future reference, SWIMMING or using My Cat doesn't offer any legal protection or anything but I understand. I've been through it. for me its alcohol and benzos. I hope you work out sobriety and find what works for you. Meth is the most misleading or at least tied with benzos IMO. Because you think it makes you more functional, and oh does it. Then a few weeks later the paradoxical effects begin and you're strung out, have nobody, nothing and say and do things you either forget/and/or never would have normally said or done. bein in jail and psych wards sucks fucking dick. i was in a bad one in a bad city two years ago. sometimes it can be a blessing too... fearing for your life what do they say 3 hots in a cot? sleeping with one eye open every day. watching people get beat downs just for looking at someone. hell, when the nurse cut me off my Klonopin taper I threw a tantrum and smashed the Fanta Machine, which was the only luxory other than constant supplies of Raisin Bran, for when each meal inevitably sucked so bad you'd almost rather starve. btw, i was the tallest and possibly strongest dude in my ward and I feared for my life just the same as the smallest nerdy dudes. this little puerto rican guy was half my height and woulda whipped my ass just because thats how it is. they know how to fight. they live that life. its nowhere i ever want to return to or see friends and loved ones end up at. Bryan's advice is solid btw and grats to you brother. I tried AA and NA and felt too cultish for me, tho it works for others. Therapy became a chore so I quit that too. Just manned up and faced the reality - keep doing what you're doing and end up dead or in jail, or at very best homeless and not getting laid or anything like that..... Or quit drugs and live life. Best luck, and remember when they WILL tell you to take it one day at a time, really, take it one day at a time. I don't think two fucks if im gonna be sober tomorrow. I know im sober today. With love, Foxi

welcome aboard. interesting read!

he split arcane sigil as a non rank, let him in!

I have a bad history with mental health. I'm lucky to be alive. Still an everyday struggle but you keep fighting and learning to cope, you build stronger. Life is precious. Reach out, get help. F the stigma. 11 years of therapy I gave up, it wasn't for me. Or maybe getting sick of therapy was my therapy. Being locked up in the ward for a few weeks in a very dangerous area with horrible people. that'll haunt me forever. I wrote a webpage for it and published it when it all happened, I let the domain expire but you can read it on wordpress if you like. Take care, always feel free to contact me with anything. I've been through a lot , like most people, but mental health issues plague me since I could form memories all the way thru adulthood.... https://dreamshiver.wordpress.com/ an excerpt: " An Introduction to Insanity May 14, 2018 ~ Leave a comment “Brandon, Brandon, Brandon!”, her voice repeated in a loud whisper – yet soothing – in what felt like a divine spirit of some sort speaking to me through some spiritual medium. I must have fallen asleep. I slowly opened my eyes and removed my hat from my face to reveal the blinding fluorescent lighting above, only to realize that there was nobody there. I was alone in [my] room. Again, I closed my eyes and heard the beautiful girl’s voice two more times. I must have fallen asleep yet again – after all, I was awake for about forty hours prior to this. Eyes again opened and this time fully conscious and aware of my surroundings, as I heard the loud conversations and shouts of arguments and violent vomiting from detoxing heroin addicts, it had struck me like baseball bat to the head. I was in the detox unit of the psychiatric ward and there was nobody calling my name. Yet somehow, the clock nearly stood still. It’s likely that no more than two hours or less had passed. To this day that voice still haunts me. Was I dreaming? Was I hallucinating? Was this some divine experience? I’ve never encountered anything like that before in my entire life, and I’ve been used to the nightly fucked up vivid dreams that Prozac has and continues to burden me with for a decade." with love, foxi

yeah tons, but black bears. not afraid of them. they always run away

Bryan good.

I don't. And you were being a jerk.

Today's hike. F selfies.

For women: Black Opium (?) For men: Nautica Blue don't get any ideas

Grats man! Glad I wasn't there

welcome hope you enjoy your stay man!

I have zik pet also. I do tob for the challenge and best cash in the game 3 scythes in my name by 100 KC and they were near 2b a piece!

I am looking for a TOB team within this Clan. I'm about 500 kc. I'm willing to teach but only 1 person at a time in an experienced 4 man with AT LEAST 1 scythe on the team. Update: I have a scythe now. Ask me discord or in game any time you wanna get a team together! Thanks