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💪 thanks for sharing dude, glad you're enjoying life these days! 

Posting this today as I feel people should speak about there mental health more like I did. 
 
So I have struggled with my mental health from a young age lost my parents in a car accident when I was 10 and shortly after that I was in a mental asylum in Inverness(not as bad as it sounds)  was there for 2 weeks to get help for my depression as nothing made me happy and I didn't want to live. 
Feel like doctors just threw drugs at me. But after speaking to people in a similar state that I was in I began to realise that it wasn't just me that had these problems and to be honest ever since the group meetings I have never looked back.
 
Fast forward 12 years my life was perfect had a child on the way hade the same partner since we were 12 she's my rock. Woke up one morning with a loud ringing noise in my ear that I couldent get rid of waited a week like the doctors said and it just didn't get any better they told me it was an ear infection., so I got anti biotics and it made it so much worse and was stuck with it they said it couild be permanent damage. And that brought back the feelings of wanting to kill myself again for the first month of dealing with tinnitus I did not want to live, I did not want to see my son I just wanted to die (if u have not had tinnitus u won't understand how debilitating it is) the first month was the hardest my partner had never seen me cry before I just couldent cope. But with the love from my family and support I have managed to get past it now I have lived with it for 2 years and  I know its there but I can ignore it.  I finally have started to enjoy life again
 
Basically I'm saying speak about it there is always someone who will listen your family and friends will be there for you. 
 
I have missed out parts I don't think really need to be mentioned.
 
Ignore the terrible grammar my spelling is crap

Posting this today as I feel people should speak about there mental health more like I did. 
 
So I have struggled with my mental health from a young age lost my parents in a car accident when I was 10 and shortly after that I was in a mental asylum in Inverness(not as bad as it sounds)  was there for 2 weeks to get help for my depression as nothing made me happy and I didn't want to live. 
Feel like doctors just threw drugs at me. But after speaking to people in a similar state that I was in I began to realise that it wasn't just me that had these problems and to be honest ever since the group meetings I have never looked back.
 
Fast forward 12 years my life was perfect had a child on the way hade the same partner since we were 12 she's my rock. Woke up one morning with a loud ringing noise in my ear that I couldent get rid of waited a week like the doctors said and it just didn't get any better they told me it was an ear infection., so I got anti biotics and it made it so much worse and was stuck with it they said it couild be permanent damage. And that brought back the feelings of wanting to kill myself again for the first month of dealing with tinnitus I did not want to live, I did not want to see my son I just wanted to die (if u have not had tinnitus u won't understand how debilitating it is) the first month was the hardest my partner had never seen me cry before I just couldent cope. But with the love from my family and support I have managed to get past it now I have lived with it for 2 years and  I know its there but I can ignore it.  I finally have started to enjoy life again
 
Basically I'm saying speak about it there is always someone who will listen your family and friends will be there for you. 
 
I have missed out parts I don't think really need to be mentioned.
 
Ignore the terrible grammar my spelling is crap

loool good choice of hobbies! welcome

This is brilliant can't wait to see more

Good luck honesty is always the best you made the right choice with wg

welcome brother

welcome fam u have made the right choice

Photo by Stephen Hayes (2018)

VIO wears 3-piece suit, belt and Oxfords by Burton, shirt by Van Heusen, glasses by Jeff Banks, watch by Sekonda.